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Hai

Amelia Norman
♥Adam Lambert
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11March2010;Met AdamLambert,best day of my life
25thSept2010;Witness Adam live.Surreal.
I'm the future love of yesteryear.

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Saturday, May 31, 2008, 12:11 AM

I'm falling apart

I'm weak.I'm getting weaker day by day.I can't afford another heartbreak after the gerard way incident.My life is in a complete mess.I hate everyone around me.I'm feeling so insecure.Emi,Yeah I know about the david cook thing.I felt like crying.I did'nt coz they would ask why.So I kept quite.I feel like vomitting.I get angry at people easily nowadays.

I'm losing my appetite.I'm sleeping later than usual.I have weird dreams.I get tired easily.
What is wrong with me ?I'm pretty sure I'm not sick.But something strange is happening.
I saw two bats flying from the new tree that was 'planted' a week ago.I've saw things around my house.I have a feeling that something so wrong is happening.I can't believe I acctually miss Bobby.Why ?He's not special to me anymore.I'm intense.I can vomit.I can cry anytime.I'll burst for sure.I'm still looking for the reason why.I'm not EMO.I've never been.Maybe I'll have to get over and done with every little problem that I'm facing now.

Oh,I'm having a fucking bad day.

Thursday, May 29, 2008, 9:26 PM

The defi's of bored.

Hello.

Gosh,boredd !!I want to go out.I'm really crapping on chats,I'm crapping here.
Will be cooking crabs for dinner.-_-See,I'm crapping again.Hols turn out to be damn boring.
I wanna go to school.I wanna sleep during math,science and geography.I wanna listen to
songs during art.I miss the smell of bobby.I miss BBG's bag,specs and his awkward smile.I miss
screaming 'BEROK !'everytime I saw her.I miss swearing at Esha.I miss making teacher's angry at me and ask me to stay back to do duties,In the end,I went home.I miss being irritated
by 1/8.I miss making fun of mrs sree.I miss craptalking with roseanne.I miss calling jia cheng 'AH CHENG' I miss making fun of Bobby and covering my nose infront of him.I miss his irritating friends.I miss leeming's sweets.I miss khairul saying 'respect' eventhough He did'nt even respect.I miss syakir's shortness.I miss calling mr Danny MAMADANNY.But one thing that I dont miss is the hancor-est band in the world.Okay,enough about craptalking.BYEBYE.

4:50 AM

Finally I update (:

I hate my previous skin so I changed it.So,
Yesterday I slept at 3am.I can't sleep.Everytime I close my eyes it will
automatically open again.So,I play with my phone.Listen to songs.Watch TV,talk to myself.
BAHHS.I'm not crazy.Then My eyes started to get tired so I slept at 3am.My mom woke me up
at 6am.Imagine 3hours of sleep.So,I went back to sleep and woke up around 7am.I on the comp for ahwhile.And I still can tag at the bandblog.Then I bathechange.I found out it was
7.30.Damn I was late.Rushrush take bus.Then at the interchange.Walao.Bus came around 7.55am.So,some band members were in the bus too.Then met peijia,aisyah and chianing in the bus.Talktalktalk while walking to the gate.Then aishah SMS me saying 'late!'Then I replied
'you late or I late ?'Then she replied 'you lah!' Then I reach.

So,bandbandband.I felt like sleeping.But I kept on going. (:
Then break.Aron SMS.Replied.Then he replied back.I lazy to reply.Joke around with aishah
and huda.Then finish break practisepratisepractise.Then go back home.Sleep.Again,dream of
david cook.Was happy till my mom called asking me if I bought food.Then I sleep back.But this time no dream. ):Then BLABLABLA.
BYEBYE.

OHHH!I need to top-up my ez-link !!BYEBYE.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008, 2:30 AM

wow.My hero.

Early life
Cook was born in Houston, Texas, and raised in Blue Springs, Missouri. His parents are Beth (née Frye) and Stan Cook.[2] Cook's younger brother, Andrew, is an elementary education major at the University of Central Missouri,[3] and his older brother, Adam, lives in Terre Haute, Indiana, with his wife and children.[4] Cook's parents divorced during his childhood; his mother remarried and now goes by Beth Foraker, and his father relocated to Indianapolis, Indiana.[2]
Cook's interest in music began early in life; he received his first guitar at the age of 12. He began singing in second grade, when his elementary school music teacher gave him a solo in a school choir performance. He proceeded to perform in virtually every Christmas and PTA program.[5] He also participated in choir and drama programs in middle school and high school. At Blue Springs South High School, he performed in musicals, including The Music Man, West Side Story, and Singin' in the Rain.[6][7][5] He had also been an avid baseball player during high school. After losing interest in sports, he focused more on music. He earned a theater scholarship to the University of Central Missouri, but he abandoned theater after two semesters, graduating from the school in 2006 with a degree in graphic design.[8][9] While in college, he was a member of Phi Sigma Kappa.[10] After his college graduation, he relocated to Tulsa, Oklahoma, to pursue a career in music, telling his family, "I just want to give myself until I'm 26 years old to get a job."[11]

Musical background
Cook was the lead singer and guitarist of the band Axium from 1999 until 2006. He formed Axium in his junior year of high school with drummer Bobby Kerr. One of the band's songs, "Hold," was picked up by AMC Theatres Movie Tunes and was played before previews on over 20,000 screens nationwide.[12][13] Axium was also named one of the top 15 independent bands in the country in the "Got Milk?" independent band contest, and it was chosen as the best band in Kansas City in 2004.[14][15]
In 2006, after the breakup of Axium, Cook relocated to Tulsa, Oklahoma, and joined the regional touring band Midwest Kings, playing guitar, bass, and singing backup vocals. He recorded one EP, Incoherent with Desire to Move On, with the band in 2006. He also worked as a bartender at several Tulsa clubs, including Blank Slate and Rehab Lounge.[9][16]
Cook released a solo independent album, Analog Heart, in 2006, the year he graduated from college.[17] It was written from 2004 to 2006, and he designed the artwork as well.[14][18] The album was chosen as the fourth-best CD released in 2006 by website Music Equals Life.[19] Cook also won the Urban Tulsa Weekly's "Absolute Best of Tulsa" award for "Best Locally Produced, Independent Album" in 2007. He had completed recording his sophomore album before his appearance on American Idol.[20] Over the weekend of April 18 to April 20, 2008, Analog Heart was listed as the number one album for "Today's Top MP3 Albums" on Amazon.com. Soon there after, the album was removed from Amazon.[21][22] His musical influences include Our Lady Peace, Alice in Chains, Big Wreck and Pearl Jam.

American Idol

Overview
Cook auditioned for American Idol in Omaha, Nebraska, performing Bon Jovi's "Livin' on a Prayer." He originally did not plan to try out for the show as he was going on a trip to China; he came to the auditions initially to support his younger brother Andrew (who did not make it to Hollywood) and then decided to try out himself.[11][23] For his first Hollywood audition, Cook performed "(Everything I Do) I Do It for You" by Bryan Adams, accompanying himself on acoustic guitar. Later in the week he performed "I'll Be" by Edwin McCain.
Cook took advantage of the decision to allow contestants to play musical instruments. Besides his Hollywood audition, he also accompanied himself on electric guitar for his performances of "All Right Now," "Hello," "Day Tripper," "I'm Alive," "Baba O'Riley," "Dare You to Move," and "Dream Big," and on acoustic guitar for "Little Sparrow," "All I Really Need Is You," and "The World I Know." His white, left-handed Gibson Les Paul electric guitar has the letters "AC" on it; as Cook told TV Guide, "I have two brothers, Adam and Andrew. So, because of superstition, I put their initials on everything growing up."[24] Since the Top 12 week, he has also been wearing an orange wristband to support a 7-year-old fan, Lindsey Rose, with leukemia.[25][26]
"Billie Jean," one of his performances, was highly praised by all three judges, especially Simon Cowell. Cowell later said in an interview with Entertainment Weekly that the performance "was in a different league to anything we've heard on the season so far," and although he knew where the arrangement came from (Chris Cornell's remake of the Michael Jackson original), "that doesn't really matter." The performance has received well over 4.5 million views on YouTube. [27] Another of Cook's performances, "Day Tripper", was credited to Whitesnake. Seattle-based band Doxology has claimed that Cook's performance of "Eleanor Rigby" was based on a version the band recorded over a year ago.[28] On April 1, before performing his self-arranged rendition of "Little Sparrow" on American Idol, Cook responded to Ryan Seacrest in the interview session, revealing that his performance of "Eleanor Rigby" was based on Neil Zaza's and Doxology's versions. He also reiterated the credits of Whitesnake and Chris Cornell. Despite the controversy, critics praised Cook for choosing versions of songs that fit his vocal style.[29][30][31] His arrangements of "Hello," "Little Sparrow," "Always Be My Baby," "All I Really Need Is You," "Baba O'Riley," "The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face" and "I Don't Want To Miss A Thing" were original arrangements.
On April 1, 2008, a few hours after American Idol aired, TMZ.com reported that Cook was rushed to the hospital because his "heart was palpitating at a high rate and his blood pressure was high."[32] The website claimed that Cook was not feeling well before the performance of Dolly Parton's "Little Sparrow" that night, but he had refused to go to the emergency room until the end of the show.[33] Stress over a recent "setback" in his brother Adam's struggle with brain cancer may have been a contributing factor.[33][34] Subsequently, David Cook was released from the hospital and is so far doing fine.[33][35][36]
Cook won American Idol season 7 on May 21, 2008, receiving 56% of the votes. Cook then sang "The Time of My Life", the winning song of the 2008 American Idol Songwriter's Competition.
During the finale of season 7 of American Idol, Cook appeared in a commercial for the game franchise Guitar Hero, mimicking Tom Cruise in Risky Business. Fellow finalist David Archuleta appeared in a separate commercial parodying the same scene. Both commercials were directed by Brett Ratner.
He is currently due to work with Grammy-nominated songwriter and producer, Ryan Tedder of OneRepublic and Jesse McCartney on his upcoming album. [37]

Tuesday, May 27, 2008, 8:00 PM

The only guy who turns my day around

Did'nt update this damn blog for days so I'll update now.
Holidays are so boring.Did'nt really look forward to it.Gonna miss some peeps.
But waking up late and staying up all night is the most greatest parts of holidays.

Currently listening to :David Cook always be my baby.
Cover song lah.Yesterday I dreamt of David Cook !WEE! Then my damn alarm clock woke me
up.So wash up then rushed to school.I was half an hour late.Miss phua said if I were later than
a minute,she will leave me.So sat in the bus with michelle.Exchanged handphone see what
song she have.All her songs are not to my liking so exchanged back.Listen to final fantasy
crisiscore songs.BAHHS.So reached there (changi adventure club)the instructors were
Sam and clarence ?Yeah.My group got Sam.UNLUCKY.So before lunch everyone did'nt cooperate coz we hardly knew each other.Only khairul,lemile and arvin were cooperative.
Then lunch then back to kayaking.Everyone did'nt look forward to it.Well we had to do it.
Sam was suddenly so cheerfull and happy.It was better then before lunch.So kayak here and there then rain so we showered and craptalk with miss phua.Till the bus came.Michelle slept.Bing qiang disturbed her.I shooed bing qiang.Then I play with the aircon.Reach.Me and
michelle went to MACS and had our early dinner.It was around 6++ anyway.So reached home.
Then sleep.I did'nt go kayaking today coz I'm sick due to the stupid rain yesterday.My body's aching.So byebye.

Sunday, May 25, 2008, 4:27 AM

Disaster ?

This is such disaster .I really hate this .
Lets skip bad stuffs.Post about friday,saturday and today.

Okay so Friday went to chalet.Checked in around 4 ++ ?Then slackslack first.
Then go buy the stuffs for BBQ.Then went swimming.I dont feel like swimming.
Then went back chalet.Play roller-blade ahwhile.Then waited for my brother to come.
I can tell that the guy working there was super tired.He let my brother go in without showing him the pass.Makes me label him hotcutesleepyguy.Then went back chalet.Slackslack
again.Then sleep.

Next day woke up bathe change.Intended to go escape on saturday but everyone woke up
late.So we just walkwalk around E!HUB.Then saw a guy who looks like Bobby.Was happy.
Then go chalet slackslackslack.Then go rent basikal.Playplayplay the go back chalet BBQ.
BBQBBQBBQBBQ.Then I went to the entrance to see the hotcutesleepyguy.I smile he smile.
I smile he smile.LOL.Then my brother came and go back chalet.Then my mom ask me go
buy chilli sauce.Delighted to buy.Cause I wanna see hotcutesleepyguy.So bought the chilli sauce.Then finish BBQ.Then sleep.

Today woke up.Bathe.Change off to ESCAPE THEME PARK.wee !!Nothing much.Just riderideride.Felt like vomitting.Then tired.Go out.While walking to the busstop I saw
hotcutesleepyguy.I smiled and he smiled back. :) Then home.

Thursday, May 22, 2008, 8:47 AM

I always loved you.

So,today at the interchange met roseanne then in the bus we kept talking about david cook.

I start the convo first (:Then assembly we had to sit way infront.WTFF ?

Then english.Again WTFFF ? Watch army daze -__- I sms emi to sms me the results .

Then recess as usual ah nothing to elaborate.Then we had FTC.Then went to the hall.
I was hyper + perspiring + talkative + happy.Then finished school.
Me huda and jean went to vista point.Then I told her about the dream.Then we waited for that aishah for so long.In the end we met her at the busstop.Then went up to 3/8 do somestuffs.

Then GIGI wanted to talk ? to the band ?Or something.I was'nt feeling well that time and
i remembered something so hurtfull and disturbing.i tried to control.I made people worried.
Stupid me.Stupid me.Then band.Huda found something.Said 'fikri taman jurong' LOL.
WTHH ??I laugh and laugh and laugh.Then finish band.Then go home straight.Watched american idol.WEE !!DAVID COOK WINS !I watched the result show like 3 times.And David cook wore eyeliner !!WEEWEEWEEWEE !!
Okay I'll probably post on monday coz I'm going to chalet today.So byebye.
HAVE A NICE HOLIDAYS PEOPLE!

5:29 AM

WOOHOO !! DAVIDCOOK !!

WOOHOO !! DAIVD COOK WINS AMERICAN IDOL!!
WEE !! YAYERRRSS !! SO FUCKING HAPPY !!
I WONT BE SLEEPING THE WHOLE NIGHT !!!!!!
ONCE AGAIN,DAVID COOK WINS !! WOOHOO LETS CELEBRATE
MOTHER-FUCKERS !!

Wednesday, May 21, 2008, 5:46 AM

Siol pasal ah bodoh.

If you dont understand then dont read (:

Aper sakk.Muke mcm nak kene tampah.Tengok kat aku mcm gitu skali seh.
Ingat kau saper ? Mentangmentang kau BEROK boleh tengok kat aku mcm gitu ah sial.
Muke mcm juboh berbulu kau jer.Sakk sial anak BEROK.BEROKBEROKBEROK.
Mater kau tu bukan nye untuk jelingjeling babi butoh.Gi korek pantat kau lah anak setan.
Alamak aku tk bute lah Bodoh.Aku ader mater.Gi korek mater kau sampai berdarah lah bodoh.
Anak setan ah kau.Aku tk buat aperaper kat kau.Nak step step.Gi pijak taik mak kau ah.
Sialgilerbabi.Aku bunuh kau baru tahu.Sial taik BEROK.
Gi mati jer lah.Taubat aku.Sial.

12:45 AM

what are blogs for ?

The feeling of shooting Bobby is getting really intense now.
I dont know why.I felt like I hated him.For no reason.Or there is a reason.Somewhere
hidden.BLABLABLA.I can't post what I'm really going through here coz certain people
would read.I dont want people reading personal post.So,I would rather post something
general.Like what happened today.BAHHS.The shitty old thing.

Begins with school.Then to MT classroom.Then to classroom.Lesson,english.
Then to canteen.Some shitty aliens from some shitty planet was there.Avoided
them everytime they get close.Then to classroom FTC.Then math.Then Science.
Then Art.Then home.Tommorow getting report book !I hate school now.I wanna kill
that alien,you know.Killkillkillkillkill aliens.I hate those aliens.Alien and friends.WhatamItyping.

And certain someone is such a fuckingcopycat.Getafuckinglifefool.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008, 1:57 AM

I know its an awful truth.

Hello youth.

People would come up to me and ask 'how was you're day'?
And I would simple reply 'THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE'
Maybe its abit too over.Whatever.

Anyway.
I perspired from home to busstop to interchange to 901 bus to school to class to assembly
to some talk to PE to recess.WEE !!Fun ? Sweatsweatsweatswaetswaetsweat.
Non-stop sweating day.I call it.The perspiration day.Then FTC MAMADANNY let us choose where to seat.So me and roseanne sat at the back.When I finnaly went to my own place.
I felt happy WEE !Then Math cher go through MYE paper.I on song and sleep.Then science also
cher go through MYE paper.Me and roseanne keep singing the 'I will survive song.'Then we
play the Vampire thing.Then finish school.I waited for huda coz I dont want to go home
so early.So waited with roseanne.Then waitwaitwait.Me and huda go MACS.Then home.
Then I remembered I did'nt bring my keys.So I called the house nobody answer.Then I call my
First brother handphone.Never answer too.Then I called my 2nd brother he answered asking
me to go to his friends house.So I went to the busstop.Then my first brother called me saying that he was at th void deck.I ask him to wait.So I runrunrun to the void deck and got my keys from him (: .Then I go home.WEE.Bad day.Today is a bad day.WTFFFFFFF.
BYEBYE.

Saturday, May 17, 2008, 11:58 AM

In somesort of verge.

In the verge of cursing cetain someone and kicking him hard on his fucking balls.
Gosh,I feel so irritated right now.I feel like killing someone right now.Still depressed
by the fact that certain someone is trying to be invisible in school.Maybe depression caused
me to fall sick and hating school.I skipped school on friday coz I could'nt bare to see his face.
I could cry infront of him coz he had hurted me so much.The fact that he have been
playing games with other people feelings.

Forget about school.Gonna post about what happened today.Well literally its suposed to be yesterday coz the time now is 3.05 am.I'm yest awake.I can'nt believe it.Well anyway.
When I woke up,My mom told me the washing machine was spoilt.Well then goodbye
20 year old washing machine.So then played comp for ahwhile then mom and dad went to
yishun for god know's why.Then mom called saying that If we want to eat meet up at cozway.
So change then BLABLABLA.Then after eat.My dad said he wanted to buy new washing machine so we took the taxi and went to choa chu kang gain city to buy a new washing machine.In the end,mom wanted a $759 washing machine.Crazy.I think so too.Waste of money.could buy something better using 700 bucks.DAMN.So then took the MRT home.

BYEBYE .

Friday, May 16, 2008, 7:52 AM

Ok I'll just post.

Just know went to admiralty sec coz my brother did some things and his teacher wanted to meet my mother so follow.I followed coz Going to wisma atria straight.Then after that
mom said wanted to go to outram park to collect some stuffs then we go.
Gosh,Sweating.I repeat SWEATING there.SWEAT is such a nice TERM to use.
Then go wisma atria repair my phone.Now okay already.

Then go marina square eat secret recipe ! Okay lah.Quite nice.Then Walkwalk then saw the melody chen's husband !! OOHH hothot.Then taking bus I saw bobby's twin.He really look like
bobby.His hair,body shape everything.Then I can't help lah.Starestare lah.
Then go home oso take 911 got a guy who looked like bobby.
BLABLABLA.Now I'm chatting with emi,huda and aishah (:
byebye

Thursday, May 15, 2008, 8:02 PM

WOOHOO !! DAVID COOK !!

You guys watch yesterday's american idol result show ?WOOHOO !!
David Cook and David archuleta finals !David cook must win coz I bet-ed with my friend
that david cook wins.I dont bet with money,just who loose just loose.BAHHS.
David cook.David archuleta.

The David's showdown.Who wins is the bigger David.LAME.-__-
Whatever,I just want david cook to win.Coz I supported him ever since Audition (:
YAY !!I can't believe it,He's acctually survived till finals.So proud lahh.LOL.

Yes,today I did'nt come to school.Why,waste my time.Mid-years are over and we already got our mid-year marks except for MT which i'm getting on tuesday.No lessons.Slacked like yesterday and worst,chapel.Being in the AVA room full of minahs and bitches.Especially
when BEROK is around.Always trying to be infront of me in chapel.Idiot bitch.I'll kill you
If I see your'e fugly face again.And videos about pre-marital sex ?First,we dont even want to have babies in this age.Second,boyfie's dont want babies too (:

Tommorow band.ARGH sharkkss!I can't play the motherpussyingsonggoddammnit.
Just have to act LOL.Again,david cook will win !!
Byebye.

I will always love you no matter what happens.
Bobby,Its been a week since I last see your face.
Imissyouterribly. :(

5:05 AM

Tittle.

To Harley Moore Johnson:So sorry for not turning up for the meet up you arranged.
I forgotten there was band today.You are probably angry with me right now coz I told you
I'm not coming half and hour before meeting up.Maybe next time.So sorry,Okay ?

To Aron:YAY! you upgraded your'e PSP too ?Send me games ASAP !WEE.ILY.(:

Okay posting time babehh.
So,first period english go my mid-years marks.Good thing that I passed.YAY !Not telling
coz I'm not gonna brag about my marks.
Then geography teacher came and gave our papers.Marks Was dissapointing.Yes I failed
geography again.FUCK.
Then Literature,MR chow came late,so history teacher came and told our marks.YAY !
I passed History ! Was so happy that I finally passed History.
Then Mr chow came then he gave us our literature marks. YAY !I passed.LOL.
Then recess BLABLABLABLABLA
Then FTC.Then DnT.My danny is also our DnT teacher so he used up DnT time for things.
Then he showed us some lame funny videos.Then BAND !!
Sectionals.Whatthefuckingheck.I can't play the damn stupid song.Then Donno lah talktalk.
Then drillsdrills then home.That's all.

I still did'nt see bobby these few days.What's wrong with him ?
Yes,I care about him.Bobby.Bobby.Bobby.Bobby.
ILY AND IMY.
Bobby is mine bitches.
Amelia.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008, 10:16 PM

Napha test (:

Hello.

So,today got napha test.AHH !! Gerenti fail.Every station all do anyhow.
No effort.Feel like sleeping.2.4 km run also fail.Napha test first time fail.
Primary school napha test felt so different from secondary.BAHHS. !
Forget about napha.

Thenthen brother going NS on september 11 !LOL much.Whatever I'm gonna miss him ?NOT.
Yeah,maybe a little.Better lah.He wont disturb.He wont finish up all the food.
Great.Gonna miss him much.BAHHS LAME.Okay Amelia shup the 'F' up.
Gonna go now.BYEBYE.

OOHHH Emi,i'll poke you again. *smiles evilly*MUAHAHAHAHA !!

1:59 AM

Bobby please dont be sejuk twin !

Bobby please dont be sejuk twin.
Bobby please dont be sejuk twin.
Bobby please dont be sejuk twin.
Bobby please dont be sejuk twin.
Bobby please dont be sejuk twin.
Bobby please dont be sejuk twin.
Bobby please dont be sejuk twin.
Bobby please dont be sejuk twin.

Panicked.I dont like this.I really dont like this.I'm scared to go to school.
Panicking.Please dont be sejuk twin.ARGH !If you do,I'mma get you.
Panicking.
Panicked.
Dont let me down,freak.

Monday, May 12, 2008, 7:18 PM

No school ?

No school ?
YAY !!Okay so woke up early today eventhough there's no school on a TUESDAY !
Play PSP for ahwhile then on comp.Update this update that then on blogger !
Blogskin not that satisfying lah.Changing soon !Bobby's naughty.Bobby a devil.
LOL.LAME.-__-

Yesterday was supposed to go for jamming.I missed it again.BAHHHSS !!!
About the toilet inccident,I'm still scared ....Gosh.In my house.Okay I'm not scaring you or anything.Lets change topic :)

CHATCHAT for like only 2 mintues with emilyza and huda.Yes,I'm drunk emilyza.Why ?
Coz I was super-random yesterday !BAHH damn childish .... I asked something about donuts,
ice cream,cookies?and maggie.LOL.Yeahhhhhh,super-random !!!
Wanna watch drillbit taylor now !!
BYEBYE.

2:43 AM

Hello.I'm posting. :)

Hi.

Woke so early coz my alarm clock was just next to me.Then I accidently pushed it down
and it dropped and the batteries came out.LOL.Then my phone rang.Then I was fully awake.
Yesterday When I was bathing I heard someone crying..Okay I dont want to scare ppl of
so I'm just imaginating things ?LOL.Okay enough about these things.

Then reach school arnd 6.50 ? or so.I can't remember.Then meet aishah and huda.
Talktalk about DIDI haha.Then go down walkwalk then talk about not wanting to see
him being sejuk twin haha.Then assembly the 1/8 girl just can't keep her mouth shut.
I attitude infront of her then she shutup .YAY ME! :)

Then go up class take bag then go down.Took the bus.Sat next to the 'CAT' .Nathalie.Then
I showed her one video.Then she kept on talking.I just laughed eventhough I dont understand.
Then reach.The discovery center smelled like the zoo.LOL.Then roseanne said she saw a
hippo in the drain/sewage Coz it was damn muddy and disgusting.OK kids.I know.
Then the 'river' was like only an ankle-length ?Then slackslack until 8.00.Then BLABLABLA.
Then break.I bought french fries and ice lemon tea.Gwen bought nasi lemak.Then she dont want.LOL.Then MAMADANNY joined us till xin yi said something then he went off -__-
Then go outside ?Learn ta-ek-kwon-do .Pronounce as TAIKWANDOH.LOL.Then the 'teacher'
so bonny.Then BLABLABLA.Then go in the theather thing place.Play nintendo wii.I dont want
to play lah.Like idiots shaking the damn thing so me and roseanne go toilet.MAMADANNY said
follow the 'sinage' ?HAHA.Then we played at the toilet.Then go back.Then go sourveniour shop ?Then amanda.theresa and xin yi bought MAMADANNY prezzies coz ystd was mother's day.HAHA.Then took the bus.Sat next to roseanne and I kept asking her to send her songs.
Then reach already,Go home.

Okay.Band resuming ?Not that excited.BLABLABLA.Okay.Wont quit lahh.But I'm not excited
or happy or whatsoever.Just the reaction of 'Oh okay,band resuming,can live with that'.
Whatever.You dont need to know why I'm not excited and you dont need to lecture me too.
Get that.So dont be such an auntie.Not pointing fingers.So dont 'berprasan' hor.
Byebye.

Saturday, May 10, 2008, 8:35 PM

BBG cheer's me up.

BBG cheer's me up (:

YAY !I'm just crazy.BBG cheer's me up .Recently,I've been dreaming weird,awkward stuffs.
Weird lah.The first weird dream starred BBG,bobby,david cook. -__-
Then second weird dream I was dreaming that today was Hari raya.-__-

I like those dreams.LOL.Anyway,4 day no school is so short,boring.I'm glad tommorow School.
Going to discovery center.BLABLABLA.Gonna be boring.HAHA.I hate malay songs.
So eew...Gosh no offence.I can't understand what they talking about.LOL.

I like the band Estranged coz the tallest guy in the band is hot.LOL.I still donno his name -_-

I dont listen to their music.(just see the guy.)LOL.No offence.

6:37 AM

I'n a rush

Hello....

I'm in a rush now.But heck cares.Anyways....
I'm just posting coz I'm bored.
YADAYADA...
Tommorow is Mother's day...

So,wishing all mother's a happy mother's day.LOL.
Anyway,got to got now.Bye.

Friday, May 9, 2008, 6:48 AM

BLABLABLA

BORED.So i'm posting.
In love with tons of ppl...Why ?
haha...
LEE JUNG JIN:

David cook:

Nicholas braun:

BBG:

Gong yoo ps he same birthdate as me !:

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Thursday, May 8, 2008, 5:16 AM

Think again.

Some retard thinks she's so perfect.Well think again.You ain't perfect.
So black,so short so eew ? Ok get this straight,YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TELL PEOPLE
OFF.Get it.Ok.Think before you say anything so obsence via online.
I will personally kill you using a knife.Stab you're little heart.Pull it out.Tear open your
fugly skull pull out your tiny little brain,squash it using my bare hands.
You get it.Coz you are fugly,you're disgusting,you're idiotic,you're a FULL-TIME BITCH.

Why must you be such a beezee body ?Why must you interfere with other people ?
Go fly a fucking kite SHEmale.Nobody asked you to interfere.Go dig you oily nose.
Such a brainless freak.You can't do anything to change other people's feelings.
You're not god you freak.You are just a stupid little girl who TRIES SO FUCKING HARD
TO CAUSE TROUBLE.Bitches are such idiots.

REMEMBER THIS ASSHOLE:YOU HAVE NO FUCKING RIGHT TO TELL PEOPLE OFF.
If you continue doing it,I'll get you.I'll scare you in you're dreams.I'll go to your house and kill
you.When you die,you go to hell.Think before you ever say anything,you immature bitch assholic fucktard.BLACK SHIT.SHORT FUCK.GO AND FUCK YOUR'E BOYFIE.
I bet you would go running to your mommy and start cying after you read this.

I WILL DO WHAT I SAID HERE.FREAKING RETARDED BITCH.

12:34 AM

Why me ?

Hello.

I think I'm jealous .. ?No I dont.I really am not.But It's hard to NOT care and care at the
SAME time.Unusual I guess...
I try to accept the fucking fact.I can't.I really can't.It hurts me emotionally,physically.
To see you and to try to act normal is so hard.I'm avoiding you.I tried my best.
But I keep seeing you everywhere I go.I want to let go of you.But your'e not helping me.
I feel pathetic.Like an unwanted person.I HATE YOU.but I LOVE YOU.I'm loosing my mind.
I'm thinking of killing myself.Crazy.I know.Holding on to you is making me crazy,I'm becoming sick,I vomit alot,I cry alot.

I really wish I could let go of you.I really wish you would let go of me.
I really wish I could transfer school.I dont want to see your face anymore.Because Its killing me.I want to stop myself.I dont want to cause trouble between you.
Goodbye,Bobby.

Tuesday, May 6, 2008, 3:21 AM

I despise you're every move.

Hello...
I hate school some people are just too immature.Acting like little kids again...
Haish...

I feel pathetic.Yet I look forward for school.Till now I don't know why.
I trust myself that I can make things better.Lets just hope things would change.

I dont feel like coming back.I don't want to see your face.You have betrayed us all.
I hate you.I dont ever want to talk to you.I think you dont even bother.You are always like this.How I wish you would just dissapear....

Thinking about joining english LDDS ....I know its kind of lame....whatever... lah..
byebye

Monday, May 5, 2008, 2:11 AM

I hate my skin

I hate my blogskin.
i hate my blogskin.
i hate my blogskin.
i hate my blogskin.
i hate my blogksin.

I want to change it but I'm just too lazy ...
ByeBye.

1:11 AM

Yucky skin...

Hello.

Sucky skin ...Gonna change sometime later.
Today history paper.....
Heck lah fail again....
Chances of getting the DVD ZERO !

WTF.
Today woke up late.
Then rushrush bathe.
Busstop got those two marsiling idiots.Romance somewhere else can ?Gosh damn irritating.
Then take the bus 901.Was damn embarrased.I accidently dropped my bag infront of evryone then everyone
was looking at me.Got so embarrased I quickly walk to the backgate.
Assembly:
Mr Danny:Amelia,why you there ?
Amelia:Umm....Dunno..?
I was about to stand and go back to my place then...
Mr Danny:Nevermind.Stay I have told you a couple of times olready.
I was scared.I was scared I hurted him.I was scared I would get punished.
Whatever then History ...Dhiviya,Xin yi and Ranjitha kept on lauging eventhough the exam was still on.
Then BLABLABLA ...
Go Civil center MCdonalds then buy MCcrdilles !!
I want to buy it again !
Then go home lah.
Play GTA then play comp :)
ByeBye.

Sunday, May 4, 2008, 12:07 AM

Hello ...

Hello...

Everybody is dying ...
Monday,My aunt died.
Today,My aunt's mother died.God...
Ok,enough about sad stories lets talk about yesterday.

Yesterday,nothing much happen just chatted with emilyza and huda about random stuff.
I ask questions like if you have a daughter what would you name her ? And if you can be an
animal.what animal would you want to be?LAME I knw.

Then stayed up late yesterday coz I wanna play GTA.Slept around 5...
Then my dad called my phone BLABLABLA...then my mom go visit the death I did'nt follow.
I play GTA...How bad am I....Then now I play comp....
Gonna sleep now...ByeBye.

Friday, May 2, 2008, 7:55 AM

Jari menjilat bagus

Hello...

Friday.
Geo paper....Took 1hour 30 minutes to finish it.
Then,Go MACs buy hotcakes the damn auntie was like
Amelia:can I have the hotcake.Not the meal.
Auntie:You want to upsize ?
Amelia:I only want the hotcake.
Auntie:Which drink you want ?tea or coffee?
Amelia:I only want the hotcake lah auntie....
Auntie:*shows the pic of the meal to me*which drink you want ?
Amelia:I ONLY WANT THE HOTCAKE.I DON WANT MEAL !!
Auntie:*shows fuckface to me*Tell me which drink you want ?
Amelia :*ask roseanne to tell the damn auntie...
Auntie:Oh ok...
She did'nt even say sorry...
Then meet my brother and mom go horizon no place,go banquet no place.
Then we to woodgrove mart or something...
Eat then go choa chu kang buy my watch then go home...
Play GTA IV then follow mom go Gayland !
haha... I saw bobby twin...haha
Then go ang mo kio BLABLABLA go home then play comp (: !!
ByeBye !