Broken Open.

Hellooooo.

Holidays,whoooo.

I seriously need to start a timeline throughout this holiday.And make sure I follow up to what i planned.Dont wanna waste my holiday doing absolutely nothing.lol.All I've been doing this past 3 days is lying in bed sleeping,rofl.See,wont wanna end up like last year.Doing nothing at all and end up regretting LOL.Okay I'm just rambling in this post.hahaha.

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I dont understand you at times,eventhough I obviously know that some things are better not discovered or known,I'm just curious,and it always leads to something bad,but you always try to cover it up,knowing that THAT certain truth or a flaw of yours is finally showing.But I choose to accept you just because I know that deep down you have that sense of love,knowing that people actually care about you and that you shouldnt be hurting the people around you anymore.I cant express to you because its hard to tell,literally.I think you should find out the mistakes that you've been doing that changed the person I thought is different.Yes,I still am going to support in whatever decision you want to make but at times,those decisions are going way to far,and I dont think I can keep up to that.But nevertheless,I still love you like how I always do.