Broken Open.

Hello .

In today's post I shall grumble and type absolute bullshit again,kinda like yesterday's post.I dont know why I'm posting everyday.I was bored so I read my previous/past posts.I read the post about meeting Adam and going to his showcase and squeezing his hand and stalking him,blahblahblah then I wondered if any random person,would read it,would they believe it ? For me I feel like it's sounded so surreal and unbelievable.(it did happen)Because even meeting him was somehow coincidental.Not even lying.Going to his showcase,I didnt freaking win the ticket,my friend gave(?) it.Its kinda like everything is fated.I know I'm freaking fortunate that I could actually see him face-to-face.Talk and all that.But thinking back,it's somehow stupid.

[[I dont even know why I'm even talking about something that happened almost 3 months ago.Sometimes its fun and it makes me all flaily thinking about it,but at times I feel like it shouldnt have happened and I shouldnt be obsessing over someone like Adam.]]

Anyhoo,there's BAND CAMP next week.I'm having second thoughts about going,heh.Whatever I'm forced to go anyway.lol.Again I'm rambling about things that NOBODY cares hahaha.I'm an insomniac again,slept at 5am in the morning last night,well technically this morning lol.What am I talking about again,okay nevermind I wouldnt wanna dwell on that again.I have nothing else to say.I think I'm posting again tmr lol.Rambling about crap nobody cares.

Bye.